How many people actually do reveal their true self to everyone? If you think properly humans are actually quite scary because you never know if they’re being true. People pretend to be someone they not or like something they don’t to fit in or even other purposes. Should people just become their true self in front of everyone? Personally, I think one can pretend to a certain extent.
Many people see me as a person who’s brimming with confidence. Ever since young I have always seen myself as a nobody, a useless person. As I grew up I keep talking about things I seem to be good at. Every single time when I fail or when people look down on me I feel freaking screwed up. I cannot lose too much, that’s why I keep boasting everything I’m good at.
Until today, I can see myself somewhere but I still feel damn screwed up being looked down upon. I can lose, that’s what I say and it’s true but I never did say I don’t feel anything when I lose. I need to be amazing and I know I can. That’s what I tell myself to keep going. Today, I believe I can not because I have some kind of special ability but because what and how I see everything.
In other words what I have been doing was acting to be stronger and trying to convince myself I am. It definitely works and I still do need to. However I never try to act to fit in, trick people or anything close to that. I only become what I’m not to change what I am. That is my choice and I won’t advice anyone to do it. I have no regrets doing this but it’s a matter of choice. Not everyone will like doing this so it’s not an advice, it’s just an option.
Can anyone actually show their true self at all times?
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2 comments:
So you're trying to trick yourself into becoming someone you want to? It might work because what is true and what is not? It's all in the mind. Anyhow, through actions, and the intent to change itself will surprise you. Think of it this way, you're scared of roaches, you 'pretend' that you're not, but the act of doing it is actually a practice, and through conditioning, you go kick that shit, you go fight that shit and you could find out that it's not all that scary at the end of the day.
Exactly my point, but then it's not as easy as it sounds. I'm still on the go:)
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