True Self

How many people actually do reveal their true self to everyone? If you think properly humans are actually quite scary because you never know if they’re being true. People pretend to be someone they not or like something they don’t to fit in or even other purposes. Should people just become their true self in front of everyone? Personally, I think one can pretend to a certain extent.

Many people see me as a person who’s brimming with confidence. Ever since young I have always seen myself as a nobody, a useless person. As I grew up I keep talking about things I seem to be good at. Every single time when I fail or when people look down on me I feel freaking screwed up. I cannot lose too much, that’s why I keep boasting everything I’m good at.

Until today, I can see myself somewhere but I still feel damn screwed up being looked down upon. I can lose, that’s what I say and it’s true but I never did say I don’t feel anything when I lose. I need to be amazing and I know I can. That’s what I tell myself to keep going. Today, I believe I can not because I have some kind of special ability but because what and how I see everything.

In other words what I have been doing was acting to be stronger and trying to convince myself I am. It definitely works and I still do need to. However I never try to act to fit in, trick people or anything close to that. I only become what I’m not to change what I am. That is my choice and I won’t advice anyone to do it. I have no regrets doing this but it’s a matter of choice. Not everyone will like doing this so it’s not an advice, it’s just an option.

Can anyone actually show their true self at all times?

Why?

To make up for not writing for a month I’ll write on my favourite word ‘why’. ”Why?” is a common question that I would ask but if compared to when I was younger I’ve asked much less. Why is it so? It is not because that the curiosity has toned down but it is because I’ve came to realize people just can’t answer you some questions. There is almost always an answer but people just don’t know or refuse to answer them.

To know why things are as they are is the core of understanding. When you understand why things are as they are you will understand more or less anything. Plus, you’ll be able to remember it much easier.

All this while I’ve been looking at everything in the angle of why they are like that. It has allowed me to get acceptably good results in my science & math subjects without studying. It doesn’t require a special mind or anything like that to do it. Anyone could do it. It’s just whether they take the step or not.

Don’t just ask how, enquire why as well